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The true me – 1

Hi readers my self Sindhu age 25. Everyone will have something which cannot be said outside. The biggest secret in there life. Na life lo ee series alantidhi. The True Me oka story aaa kadhu but na experience, chala years nunchi nen mosina oka feeling.

Ee roju ee platform nunchi nen na feelings share chesukovadam nak chala happy ga undhi. Nak telisi ee story will motivate you to find the True You.

Edhi naku and na friend Bhargavi madhya jarigindhi. Memu 24 age lo unnapudu jarigindhi. Eddaram same age mem eddaram chinnapati nunchi manchi friends. Enka na structure ki vasthe 34-32-34 and Bhargavi dhi 36-32-34.

Oka weekend as-usual iddaram job ki veli hostel ki vachesam. Ani works chesukoni padukune mundhu Netflix lo oka Romantic series chusthunnam. Then sudden ga nak ani pichi pichi thoughts osthunai. Chala days nunchi nen Bhargavi tho open up avudham na feelings gurinchi ani plan chesthuna.

But notlo nunchi mata vachedhi kadhu ala plan chesina prathi sari nen agipoye dhani bayam tho. But ee sari aa plan cheyaledhu sudden ga thought ochindhi and at that very moment. Na gonthu matladam start chesindhi. Nothing was in my control.

And nen conscious lo kuda lenu what I’m talking ani.

Sindhu: Bhargavi okka question adugutha kopam raakunda answer chesthava?

Bhargavi: (smiles) nenu ni paina eppudu anna kopam paddana ra? Cheppu.

Sindhu: (long pause). Manam chinnapati nundi friends kada ninnu chusthe naaku eppudu different feeling vachindi ani neeku telusa?

Bhargavi: (looks confused) Different aa? Ela?

Sindhu: Idi cheppali ante chala years nundi na gonthu lone irukku poyina maata idi.

(voice shakes).

Nenu chala sarlu try chesa marchipodaniki kaani avvaledu.

Bhargavi: (sits closer) Sindhu nuvvu ila nervous ga undadam first time chusthunna. Em ayindi?

Sindhu: Chala years nunchi eeee feelings ni nen mosthunna.

Bhargavi: No matter what I will be with you. Let it out.

Sindhu: (taking a deep breath).

Nuvvu na life lo just friend kaadu, Bhargavi. Childhood lo school lo andaru boys gurinchi matladetappudu, naa eyes matram nee meeda unde.

Bhargavi: (shocked silence) Sindhu.

Sindhu: Hostel lo first day gurthunda? Andaru new rooms, new people.

Nuvvu pakkana undadam valla nenu safe feel ayya. Adi normal friendship kaadu ani appude ardham ayindi kani bayam.

Bhargavi: Bayam enduku?

Sindhu: Ee society ee labels ‘idi tappu’ ani andaru cheppadam.

Anduke naa feelings anni lopala dachukunna. Office ki vellina, day motham antha mandhi chuttu unna night hostel ki vachinappudu matram naa mind lo nuvve.

Bhargavi: (softly) Nuvvu inni rojulu okkati kuda cheppaledu.

Sindhu: (smiles sadly) Cheppaleka.

Friendship pogottukunta ani. Kaani ee roju na valla avaledhu enka dhinni moyadam avatled natho.

Bhargavi: (thana hand na hand midha place chesindhi).  Ee feelings ippudu cheppadam is a brave move, Sindhu.

Sindhu: (nen ma hands ni chusi). Ee touch kuda nenu chala rojulu imagine chesa.
Simple ga cheyyi pattukovadam kuda naaku chala meaning undi.

Bhargavi: (hand tightens slightly) Nijam cheppana?

Sindhu: (heart racing) Cheppu.

Bhargavi: Nuvvu naaku kuda chala special. Maybe nenu kuda clear ga alochinchaledu kani nee daggara unte, nenu calm ga feel avutha.

Sindhu: (tears in eyes). Idi nenu vinali ani chala years wait chesa.

(Silence filled the room).

Sindhu: Bhargavi okavela nuvvu no cheppina nenu accept chestha. Kaani naa feelings nijam.

Bhargavi: (she lifts my chin gently). Nuvvu cheppina prati maata honest ga undi.

(We looked at each other for a long moment.)

Bhargavi: Maybe manam idi explore cheyyali slow ga.

Sindhu: (Bhargavi head slow ga lift chesi) Can I?

Bhargavi: (nods).

(Nenu slow ga mundhuku bend iy oka soft kiss chesa thana lips midha).

This is the best moment ani anipinchindhi. Finally, na feelings express chesi I’m living like what I’m.

Sindhu: (pulls back, eyes wet) Idi naa childhood dream.

Bhargavi: (smiles, touches my cheek) Ee kiss lo chala years emotion undi.

(Bhargavi nannu hug chesukundhi. Ika nenu na head ni thana shoulders lo valcha chala comfortable ga feel iya aaa hug tho.)

Sindhu: Finally, nenu nijam cheppa galiganu.

Bhargavi: And nenu daanni respect chesthunna.

(We sat like that for a long time, with fingers intertwined.)

Sindhu: Ee hostel room ee night naa life lo turning point.

Bhargavi: Naaku kuda.

Bhargavi: (soft ga navvuthu) Sindhu nuvvu ila honest ga cheppadam valla. Nenu kuda naa lopala unna doubts ni face chesthunna.

Sindhu: Neeku pressure feel ayithe cheppu. Nenu force cheyyanu.

Bhargavi: Force kaadu.

(pauses)

Childhood nundi nuvvu naa side lo undadam adi naaku kuda alavatu aipoyindi.

Sindhu: Appudu ardham kaaledu kada adi just comfort kaadu ani.

Bhargavi: Avunu.

Office lo full stress, meetings, targets hostel ki vachinappudu matram nee voice vinte chaalu.

Sindhu: (smiles) Nenu anukunna idi one-sided anesi.

Bhargavi: Kaadu, Idi mutual ga grow ayina feeling anukunta.

Sindhu: Ee touch chala simple ga undi kani naaku chala deep ga feel avuthondi.

Bhargavi: Because nuvvu chala rojulu suppress chesav.

(Silence. Corridor lo footsteps, evaro velthunnaru).

Sindhu: Ee hostel walls chala secrets chusuntayi emo.

Bhargavi: (laughs softly) Ippudu manadi kuda oka secret aa kada.

Sindhu: Secret ga undadam ok naa?

Bhargavi: Until manaki clarity vachhe varaku yes.

(Nenu malli na head ni thana shoulders mudha lean chesa).

Sindhu: Idhi chala peaceful ga undi.

Bhargavi: (thanu na chuttu hand vesindhi). Safe place laga.

Sindhu: Repu office lo normal ga behave cheyyagalana ani doubt.

Bhargavi: (smiles) Try cheddam. Night lo matram manam iddaram manalane undham.

Sindhu: Deal.

(Bhargavi lightly kisses my forehead.)

Sindhu: (eyes closed) Ee small gestures kuda naaku chala meaning unatu anipisthundhi.

Bhargavi: Manam rush cheyyakunda step by step vellali.

Sindhu: Chala years wait chesanu. Konchem time aa ga, inkoka saari wait cheyyagalanu.

Bhargavi: Good. Because ee feelings andharitho pilisthe chala different kani beautiful.

(Nenu malli thanani gatiga hug chesukuna).

Sindhu: Whatever happens nenu ee night ni naa life lo bravest moment ga gurthu pettukunta.

Bhargavi: And I’ll remember it as the night we truly saw each other.

Nenu malli thanani kiss cheyadam start chesa. But ee sari slow ga kadhu. She is mine ane feeling tho oka passionate feeling tho kiss chesa. We started exploring each other bodies with our hands.

That’s it for this time guys. We can meet in upcoming parts. I hope you enjoyed this story. Please give me your valuable feedback to me on my mail id sindhughatamaneni2000@gmail.com. I hope chala girls will have this feeling which they cannot express out.

Girls be free to express your feelings with me. I won’t judge anyone. Even miku kuda avari midha anna eee feelings unte. I can help you with my experience to explore THE TRUE YOU. Tc.

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